you know what you were?

you were the center of my fantasies,
the illusion of a lifetime, a mad mans prophecies.

i do not know when i finally understood,
felt i was free, from the pact made in blood,
i do not know and i do not care,
i guess when life dishes out so much you loose sense of whats fair,
but i do know this,
a fool living in my own ignorant bliss,
i never should have trusted,
given my heart out to be attested.

in the simple things you place around you,
do you even know which ones care enough to love you?
but all that does not matter, you dont need complication,
so just live your life unhappy, sad and without communication,
but you cant do that can you?
have to have everything and everyone drool around you.

how selfish can one person be?
i do not know because you have a limitless spree,
its not enough to control the man of a thousand waves,
you need more, not one but a couple of slaves,
but look around you everyone is awake,
they have slept too long and bled for your sake,
and i will get stronger with every mistake you make.

in the end you i am sure you will loose,
your narcissism will leave you with no clues,
in the end we will all laugh,
and i will tell the tale, finally, of the table, the bed and the couch.