Control..

Man made word that can be related to every human trait you can name may it be your sexual preference to what you believe lives in the sky looking down at us. We humans need the illusion of control.. some don't believe in god because they lose control over what we have named destiny.. our linear plain of existence.

Consciously or subconsciously we make every decision based on the things we think that we can control.. if there is even a doubt of control we call it a risk.. for that we have mitigation plans.. but if you think about it existing in any sense.. be it physically, mentally or "spiritually" is a risk.. you may die falling of the bed, a parasite may crawl into your brain and make you crazy.. and more often than not.. people forget about you when you die.. so in reality there`s really nothing that you can control.. so why do we need it so much?

why does the person on top when you are having sex become the person in control? why does that person think they are in control? why do you think you can find rational answers to the questions of existence? why does God have different traits to cater for different levels of control? why do we have laws that let us say anything we want? why did we need the law? why do you need to convince your religious beliefs are better than your enemies? why are theorems formed to disapprove other theorems? why do we need aliens to exist?

in this whole mess of things.. while we are looking out for answers to lives biggest questions.. the path to "find" one self.. we never stop and question one thing.. the possibility of no control.. i guess its scary to come to a conclusion that we may be just a speck of dust that is just mindlessly blowing in an ever lasting universe...