Its morning again, the only time i feel like im alone...everybody else sleeps a little late but hopefully more cause its the weeekend... oh the pleasure of the 3 day weekend!

Anyway there was once a girl who slept with a few people in a few days time and cheated on her well boy friend kiyama.. Anyway a whole lot of shit happened, remember all that crap that happens in the movies.. specially hindi ones. Anyway they are together still because of this thing called love...

first thing, why would one cheat when one is in love? doesnt that totally negate the possibility that the person ever was in love? or was this one of those things you call a human mistake, an error in judgment or a once in a lifetime mistake... hopefully.. but then again the scars will never fade away.. believe me..

this is just my experience but you know the boy friend will always keep bringing it up.. evaahaka in moonu mahchah ai dhoyelaane abadhu.... i mean you cant even blame the guy.. human instinct, human vindictiveness...jealousy...

Anyway this love thing? i see these epic love movies where the guy gets bloody and the girl commits suicide..watch from the balcony or squat in the trees feeding lines.. heroes and princesses.. its just a bunch of boohaakee.. yeah i watch friends... i dunno what love is when i was young i thought love was what the media said it was, a chemical reaction.. spontaneous attraction.. love at first sight.. but i grew old.. realized that, that wasnt love.. it was just attraction.. whatever the body part it was physical not mental.. well i guess you cant blame ppl i mean we arnt open books.. who knows whose a saint and whos a hoe anymore..anyway after i sought out this attraction thing i thought love was supposed to be the ability to know each others faults and "good stuff" and then know how to compromise to be with each other... but that doesnt work either.. you can compromise the shit out of you.. breath understanding and eat patience .... it doesnt work...